I made a stupid mistake a few years ago. Ever since then I've been trying to break the spell. *he laughs suddenly; there may even be some humor in it* Sounds like a fairy tale, huh?
Well... you know the sort of teenage boys you hear about getting themselves killed by taking really stupid risks? That was me. All I cared about was having power and having fun. Which meant I needed a shortcut to power.
Logic and the sort of kid I was aren't exactly on the best terms.
You sound like a much better person now, though. So, in the long run, do you think it might have been a good thing? Even if... you can't get back to normal?
Still, sometimes I wish I wasn't living through... I think I read something somewhere that called the story "The Beauty and the Beast". And I don't think breaking the curse is going to be as easy as finding my true love - which I kind of doubt is as easy as the stories make it, either.
Well, I guess there had to be something to Gourry besides blond hair, the brains of a jellyfish, the best sword arm I've ever seen and a bottomless pit for a stomach.
I'm a little surprised it didn't piss you off, having read it now. I think you almost took off my head once when I asked if you were still looking for that cure. *grins*
.. yeah. He really is a sweet guy. If only he weren't so STUPID.
Would you have had the heart to if they'd said it like that?
Well, if he wasn't stupid, he'd probably have stopped being a sweet guy a long time ago. He's got a kind of innocence you have to be kind of dim to hold onto, but it works anyway. He's like a little kid, almost.
Well, the fact that I've got no idea who they are and obviously can't punch them through a computer screen makes it a little easier to keep from doing it.
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Date: 2008-04-23 12:27 am (UTC)What is it... you even need a cure for, by the way?
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Date: 2008-04-23 12:29 am (UTC)Um... You've noticed I'm not human, right?
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Date: 2008-04-23 12:41 am (UTC)Yeah. Does that mean you used to be?
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Date: 2008-04-23 12:45 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2008-04-23 12:49 am (UTC)Were you a different person before the incident?
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Date: 2008-04-23 12:52 am (UTC)Logic and the sort of kid I was aren't exactly on the best terms.
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Date: 2008-04-23 12:58 am (UTC)You sound like a much better person now, though. So, in the long run, do you think it might have been a good thing? Even if... you can't get back to normal?
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Date: 2008-04-23 01:23 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2008-04-23 02:07 am (UTC)Probably.
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Date: 2008-04-23 02:11 am (UTC)[Locked to Zelgadis]
Date: 2008-04-23 01:11 am (UTC)By the way, figured out who posted mine.
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Date: 2008-04-23 01:24 am (UTC)Oh?
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Date: 2008-04-23 01:25 am (UTC)And yeah. Uh. It was Gourry.
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Date: 2008-04-23 01:28 am (UTC)That's... surprising. With all the comments he makes about it...
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Date: 2008-04-23 02:26 am (UTC)I know, I thought so too. But apparently he says I've grown up, and he more or less says it still out of force of habit?
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Date: 2008-04-23 02:28 am (UTC)Well, I guess there had to be something to Gourry besides blond hair, the brains of a jellyfish, the best sword arm I've ever seen and a bottomless pit for a stomach.
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Date: 2008-04-23 02:30 am (UTC).. yeah. He really is a sweet guy. If only he weren't so STUPID.
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Date: 2008-04-23 02:33 am (UTC)Well, if he wasn't stupid, he'd probably have stopped being a sweet guy a long time ago. He's got a kind of innocence you have to be kind of dim to hold onto, but it works anyway. He's like a little kid, almost.
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Date: 2008-04-23 02:38 am (UTC)Oh, yeah. Great. Make me feel like a pedophile.
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Date: 2008-04-23 12:03 pm (UTC)That's not what I meant!
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Date: 2008-04-23 01:25 pm (UTC)Re: [Locked to Zelgadis]
Date: 2008-04-23 10:30 pm (UTC)One of these days I'm probably going to have to work on making the low self-esteem thing less obvious.Re: [Locked to Zelgadis]
Date: 2008-04-23 10:52 pm (UTC)Re: [Locked to Zelgadis]
Date: 2008-04-23 10:54 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2008-04-29 02:43 pm (UTC)I can't say I enjoyed those secrets either after having one addressed to me.